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Sometimes I run away by dreaming
as a form of escapism.
For a few brief hours, I am enthralled
and unaware that a deep painful reality surfaces over my closed lids.

I wake up.
I don't know where I am.
Somehow, an icy hit of reality sets in.
I am placed back into reality.

Life after you

I hope the Lord brings you back to me someday in my life... You were here for a reason. And you're gone because I have don't have the right to have you anymore. Because of my mistakes, everything is gone. I've taught and educated myself on many things. But they didn't stay written in my heart. And I hurt you. You haven't slept, you've been pulling your hair out. You think I'm a bad person. I brought this all on myself. I have to breathe and think without you. I selfishly want you back, but I never can. Some mistakes can't heal, at least that's what I believe. I left a wound in your heart. Everything you thought I was came crashing down. and now...you don't need me. I know I will never be able to be with you again, with all these painful wrongdoings in my heart. Yet, I still hope the Lord will bring you back in my life. I don't know... what to do.

Human Trafficking Movie (2005)

Human Trafficking (2005)

Directed by: Christian Duguay

• Human Trafficking is a television mini-series about an agent going undercover to stop an organization from trafficking people, and shows the struggle of three trafficked women.
• Everyday, women and children are enslaved - kidnapped or sold into sex-trafficking rings.
• Four girls from around the world, including a 12-year-old American tourist on vacation overseas, have been kidnapped and thrust into the terrifying world of international sex trade, and a specialized team of Immigration and Customs Enforcement Officers are determined to bring down the global network that sponsors such crimes.

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-Approximately 800, 000 people are trafficked annually across international borders.

-After the illegal sale of drugs and weapons, the most profitable criminal business is human trafficking.

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You wouldn't believe me if I told you I was difficult.
I'm not everything someone builds me up to me.
I give you just a hint. Just a taste of what's good.

I'm difficult.
I argue for what I believe in.
I guess I argue a lot because I'm motivated for change.
I'm sensitive and sometimes I'm so terribly emotional.

Do you want me?


I'm quite modest and timid, yet outgoing and smiling.
Can you tell me how is that possible?

I can fly.
I can fall.

I'm never the same.
I'm trying to accept it's human.

I just lose myself.
I pick myself off the ground.
then I'm back again.

I feel all alone.

Stop crying your heart out - Oasis.


Right now :(
I guess I'm used to being disappointed and in a state of melancholy.
I guess I want to stay this way, because I don't see why I should be happy.


Is my heart growing stronger,

or am I just getting weaker, heart more fragile
and vulnerable to pain.

Apathetic to the stunned -Alice in Chains.

I don't need this right now,
just need to breathe.



:)

Your absence is what breeds this fear - Pearl Jam.


I'm simply lost without you.
There's a hole in my life.
A wide open space.

There's a photograph of a moment in my life,
A hole with frayed edges.
Ripped out, just like that.